tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19342045.post3266477922760672334..comments2023-09-24T09:29:28.295-07:00Comments on .: Not in Denial But Still a Little Raw...Ellenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18045441467597998356noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19342045.post-11369717161007048902010-12-17T12:55:37.757-08:002010-12-17T12:55:37.757-08:00hi cara...you are of course right about it all. at...hi cara...you are of course right about it all. at first i thought i was going to breeze thru this semi-easily, BUT find that i start balling like crazy when i see something that reminds me of him, or overhear a conversation that has the same cadence or phrasology of Gary.<br /><br />so far i've had 3-4 dreams of us as teenagers or in college...partying, and suddenly he wants me to drive him home...while getting my purse and coat..i turnaround and he's at the opposite end of a huge maze, we both enter, trying to find each other...but we never do.Ellenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18045441467597998356noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19342045.post-31353446036076948032010-12-17T00:19:01.288-08:002010-12-17T00:19:01.288-08:00It really was a beautiful eulogy. Of course you...It really was a beautiful eulogy. Of course you're still deep in grief. Take your time with your family and yourself, this isn't something that's meant to be dealt with instantly- but I hope the grief fades as quickly as it can, and all the best memories stay.Carapacehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00489746197701446680noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19342045.post-24613458689528844392010-12-11T19:01:17.252-08:002010-12-11T19:01:17.252-08:00thank you erica, you're so kind. i guess it wi...thank you erica, you're so kind. i guess it will take a while for me to revisit this entry and not cry like a baby...for now i just seem to have dreams and day dreams of my brother when we were teenagers.Ellenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18045441467597998356noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19342045.post-76525134774880566772010-12-10T18:39:35.140-08:002010-12-10T18:39:35.140-08:00I'm so sorry for your loss. Your eulogy about ...I'm so sorry for your loss. Your eulogy about Gary was absolutely beautiful, though, and so touching. Peace be with you.Erica Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13010721024815560173noreply@blogger.com